An unintentional Japan trip. Im not excited bout it. Im really scared I'll get quarantined. Till then.

Life has been really uncertain for me. Worries are really enveloping me. D said this trip is for me to relax but I think otherwise. I cant let go what's gonna happen in SG, I dunno if she can cope well without me around. This trip is good but comes too early. Im nt ready for a so called rest yet. She needs me around.

Oh, Diamond looks especially cute when he climbs stairs. His lil butt worths a lil swatt on it.

Mum's birthday next week. A Burberry Blue Label that is. She worths more than that, during my down time, she was there to listen to me. She holds on to life because of us.