Let's drink baby, let's drown our sorrows away.
Let's go fer a trip baby, escape from da woes remain.
Let me go baby, da way ya're holding is making me in pain.
I thought about alot of things last night while I was tossing around on bed.
Ma directions of life.
It's not made of numbers nor money. It's nurtured from emotions and human feeling.
It's getting so complicated and I cant seem to communicate.
It's hard to build but with a snap of finger, it crumbles just infront of me.
Perhaps we did not build a strong foundation, perhaps I played da game wrongly. Or perhaps we werent meant to be.
Each time afta an argument, I lost ma faith alil. Countless arguments till date, faith has somewhat been used up.
I have been secretly planning on something.
If he could see this, would he have made a miracle to save the what's not meant to be relationship?
Im not pinning high hopes like before. I have mentioned, passion dies as familiarities set in.
go on binge!
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Gosh.. I just cant refrain from eating because ma stomach cant stop growling. Xmas is ard da corner and I wanna look and be pretty. But I have been growin in size instead. gaahh
Things doesnt helps especially eating is da only activity with bf. I dun get to go places because time does not allow. Im upset!
Shaker fries is back. I have been gettin ma hands on it. Stained with da seaweed and smell like it! Ma fifth serving this week. Cant imagine how many extra value meals I have downed.
Had disagreement with bf. I could feel ma temperature was rising to a point that is beyond control. I blew ma top at da end. It did not help him to understand me beta.
ex-PS gurls
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Kinki, me and Wendy
Kinki, Don and Wendy
The twins :)
Met up with these 2 good friends of mine on Tue together with Don. Kinki's laughter is really contagious. We cant help but to be the center of da attraction whereva we go. She is someone whom ya would go mad if ya're fine dining with. Despite that, I love her for who she is.
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I laid on da Zouk's sofa in a druken stupor. Da pic says I was like a dead fish. Apparently, that was after a hard struggle with 8 men(according to Don) and they finally relented to let me rest there and remained untouch. So I got rid of ma extension for fear of someone might recognized me the next time to Zouk. Perhaps I should stay low profile fer 2 months.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
I dunno why but Im feeling inferior. To the extent of very depressing for me. Comparison from da outside world makes it worse. Deflates ma confidence level big time.
I hate it when Im starting to doubt ma own abilities, someone close would throw critics to further upset me. Not a word of consolence being heard.
They say, there's a understanding lady behind every successful man, is there a man who knows as much?
rottencabbage.
The one your momma
always warns you about.
Kinki, me and Wendy
Kinki, Don and Wendy
The twins :)
