Lost and gonna be remembered. Yet another new phase. This time, I did not shed a tear. It doesnt spells Im stronger but I know it's gonna be another futile try.

Flashbacks from da past came into ma mind. Ive thought it over, who would have possibly love me as much as I do to maself? He will neva be da one. He cant be da one to entrust maself to him. Action says alot. No retaliation speaks all. People says it, and now advices finally have not fall on deaf ears. Im awaken from da blinded love that has turned cold.

I believe there's nothing to resolve it. So many unhappy events have been coming like strong currents to hit me. Im feelin exhausted from trying to stay afloat on the raging sea. It's beyond ma means to keep it alive.When was the last time we freed our real thoughts? How did we become like this?

No, nobody's fault. If ever there gonna be, it shall be mine. Blame it on naviety once again. To believe everything will be beta. Blame it on me, fer crawling back time and time again and allow to be trampled on.