He got me nothing but with a promise of things will become beta. Could it be ma naivety that blinded me into believing into yet again another hoax? Does ma sheer belief gonna be shattered again? I have no idea if this time is gonna work, but Im giving maself another try nevatheless.

We decided to go clubbing with his mates after work on Friday. Before that, we met da group at a pub to drink. He hugged me tightly and looked deep into ma eyes as our eyes meet, costantly being attentive towards me. I then gotta know this two female dancers who later joined us to Zouk. We sat in Jason's car which was swerving abruptly from side to side. He cupped ma shoulders with his palm to prevent me knocking against da sides of the car. Da girl that sat beside me told me I have a very sweet boyfriend. That moment, I was very proud of him and I thought I have made a good choice.

If there's angels and demons existing in this world. He's probably a devil in disguised. He has da power to lift me up on cloud nine and throw me back to torturing hell da very next minute.

At this very moment, Im very shattered. A vast difference overnight.