Ma biggest regret in this holiday is, Im not able to go on a vacation. Either da month is entirely dry or i cant find a good clique to go with.

I wonder if this month is particularly a good month to Bangkok. I have four different groups of friends who made plans to Bangkok. First, I heard from Jo. Thou I wasnt included, but I really wanted to go secretly. But i guess, we're too caught up with life makes it impossible to travel together. I told D about it, and he said Ken & co are planning to go, and perhaps we could join them. I knew it's gonna be just another empty talk and provened to be true. Hopes were dashed I thought, Aileen called me up and invited me to join her to Bangkok with her beau. A pity, she's leaving in da weekend and ma leaves are not approved. i was really devastated ba then, until moments ago, Cheryl said she is gg to Bangkok with her mum. Now she's inviting me to go and im salivating over da idea.

Gaahhh.. Im really broke now, wonder if I shld use da remainin money to unlift ma regret or to continue sulking over it.