We were once a lovely couple that everyone envies. Smiles are happiness were all plastered on ma face. We come and go as a pair without fail. Understandings and sweet nothings were basics to us. Gifts and surprises were often.

Everyone knows we quarrel every now and then. Be it minor or major issues going around. Just how many people really know what had happened between us two? Sulken face and heavy mood are what I bring these days. Confidence in us has ceased down to almost none. Yet problems and more problems are arising each day.

I have wanted to leave ya, yet I cant seem to find ma courage. Im afraid ya will not chase me back if I let go of this. Why am I a wussy to this? Why cant I handle it quick? It all funnels down to ya mean so much more. I have come so far and I dun want to believe da fact that it's futile to fight.

In da past, perhaps I was too anxious to prove. Everyone said we are not meant fer each other. I decided to go against da crowd and keen on provin each and everyone's wrong. Maybe da much anticipated ending from them is inevitable. We just have to end it this way. I can never hold ma head high and oppose to the fact anymore.

But this time, I decided to go. Not because I dun believe anymore. Not because ya position in ma heart is replaced. I've no more strength to hold on to something that it's meant fer both efforts to build. i cant do it only with ma both hands. Perhaps this is da brightest choice that I've made in this relationship. We will talk when we are both ready to. Or never. Maybe this is ya wish. Maybe da harsh fact has long been in ya heart and ya just waiting fer me to say it on ya behalf. I have done it.

Thinking about it makes ma heart cringe. We can never be the same anymore.