Afterall, it's more than just a clear tie. What's left is da residue of the past. Now, it's haunting me badly with da bad debts.

I thought everything would be sunshine after da rain. But i guess, it's just efforts gone down to drain once more. It's a major crush to life entirely. With everything go the opposite the way ya wanted to be and to be either be ignored or take for granted, tell me what ya can think of and I'll tell ya I've tasted countless already. This doesnt happens only in relationship but all aspect of life. Being an unwanted individual everywhere, do ya know how exactly it feels?

I'm not lookin forward to weekends or evenings anymore, no longer finding soulmates to share ma cries over spilled milk too. Because the more I ask, da more outcast I feel. Im not even feeling esctatic over school reopening because I heard da unexpectedly bad news.

Before anything got to have any major shifting again , I must find a role fer me to fit in.