Everyone has a soft spot. Guilt conscious is always following us. I wanna be happy. I wanna be like before. I lose it all and Im back from the lost world Ive been. It's good to have a walk outside and come back. Tanks girl, ya made me realized how important ma comfort zone was. Im enlightened. Like what I've told Don, da tip is keep talking to yaself and ya will see the light. These 2 week were hell, I dwelled and dwelled, not anymore. Open arms wide and welcome me back once again.

TCC with Jo on a Friday night with Don. She told me im getting fatter and all bloated up. TSK Jess and Adrian came, Jess said im fatter too. TTSK I wore ma jeans and felt like an oversized dumpling. TTTSK I swayed ma arms and da flabs below were unbelieveable. TTTTSK I know I gotta lost weight. Don said this week is da last to behave like scavengers. Im gonna start next week on ma gym regime. JO, ma saviorrrrrrrrr~