When they said if ya're able to overcome lonliness, ya're almost close to conquer everyting.

Don started her day job today and I started ma day in solitude. It spells changes. After the previous ridiculous tantrum I gave, Im more than prepared in doing things alone. I had 2 interviews around Jurong/Tuas area from morning onwards. I took the unfamiliar buses and digged ma way out to the destination under hot scorching sun. I had lunch maself in da midst of the waiting time for the second interview. I was pleased bout maself, I used to be too dependent on ma closest. Never mind about the results of interview, I have learnt a beta understanding of maself.

Being alone, makes me think and communicate to the soul within. Da Fre inside me looked at me in despair telling me I spent lil time talking to her. Each yelping out to me were to no avail she added on. We had a good talk, and knocked some senses to me that I believe one one would and never will. She reminded me how carefree I was. How solemn that I have become. She dusted off the stains and the tears I kept within and spurs me to shine on. She told me, she do not allow me to live for others but only maself. She lectured why would I allowed maself to dwelled in a pool of misery without getting back on ma feet right away. She told me the advantage of not letting ma heart rules ma brain. I didnt know how to answer her at first or look into her fiery eyes. She vanished into thin air and left me thinkin about the words she said. Sucha fiery attitude that I used to have.

I have to answer for maself.