I had two major decisions made this week. Da decisions had to make fast and accurate. Bacause procrastination makes one die faster that I thought. So I heed no advices nor opinions. I listen to maself this time. So if i ever regretted, I'll not push da blames to another.

I have made a dear friend of mine very angry I thought. We haven been chattin for week from now. Last heard from her were eons ago. I broke down infront of her. I cried terribly and I could feel she felt da pain as I was feelin that moment. She was heartbroken to see how shattered I've become over someone. She has neva seem me like tis before as long as we are friends till date. Despite how strong willed and decisive as I sounded to be, I told her Im gonna break free from da situation beyond salvage. Yet, I crawled back without backbones and allow maself to be the old fix again. I wanna tell her I need her ba ma side. Forgive me if I've disappointed her with ma decision. Nothin will and nothin can break our ties up. Forgive me ma dear fren. Saint makes mistakes, only a fool repeats it. Im a fool fer not listenin to ya advice and allow to be hurt again.

Now Im left with none, I gotta rebuild what I have left in ma hands.