
Everyone says ma foul temper is getting outta hand these days and I begged to differ. More and more irritations, matters that annoys me easily even the slightest and worse, I cant seem to hold ma temper down for a second. Ma heart reminded me to be in control yet ma actions acted otherwise. I cant think and act rationally, acting like a bonker yelling at every possible person. Gradually, Im behaving like a spoilt brat that everyone hates and detest. Don suggested I should undergo anger management classes if there is any. I have no idea what has got into me but I dun want to continue to behave like that. Im equally upset when ma brain and actions misbehaved. When a ladey loses her cool, she looks da ugliest. I want neither of ma closests to see da hedious side of me and remembers me like that.
Today is Don's big day with her beau. She has gone out to celebrate her anniversary with Gene. Now that Im left alone, I should go and reflect on ma past behaviours. I needa redeem maself before any disastrous matter happens. I hope it's not too late. because they say, "beta late than neva"