I took a short break from the world to be alone. Da wind was exceptionally cold when i stand at da balcony. I can remember vaguely when was da last time i took time fer maself to think about now and ma future. Major changes constructed ma life fer da past 2 months.

I feel like im standing on this thin line in da mid air. Pitting maself against da usual flow of ma choice is risky, chances are, i tend to fail more than being successful. Ending up in this bitter situation is afterall ma choice.

I anticipate a full stop some time soon. Constant arguments is what i did not forsee. He says I take words too seriously. Could it be me? Or he just wont look into the changes that promise a beta future? I give both of us time, a period of time that is sufficient to see da initiatives. I give ourselves patience, but it is not entitled for a life time. Getting maself involved in a relationship which i hope to see da changes from ma last relationship.

Am i wrong?