
Don and I were at Far East walking around. Next Mon is our big day bday bash and she wants to get herself something nice. After which, we went ahead to get her tresses cut that was dued to cut eons ago. Doesnt she looks fresh and demure?
Having ma bday near to da assessment period is bad. I cant invite ma classmates and schoolamtes becos everyone is rushing projects like mad bull. Da sole person who would stand ba me is none other than JO. How nice is she.
I

You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
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moment of rush?
Friday, February 23, 2007
I took a short break from the world to be alone. Da wind was exceptionally cold when i stand at da balcony. I can remember vaguely when was da last time i took time fer maself to think about now and ma future. Major changes constructed ma life fer da past 2 months.
I feel like im standing on this thin line in da mid air. Pitting maself against da usual flow of ma choice is risky, chances are, i tend to fail more than being successful. Ending up in this bitter situation is afterall ma choice.
I anticipate a full stop some time soon. Constant arguments is what i did not forsee. He says I take words too seriously. Could it be me? Or he just wont look into the changes that promise a beta future? I give both of us time, a period of time that is sufficient to see da initiatives. I give ourselves patience, but it is not entitled for a life time. Getting maself involved in a relationship which i hope to see da changes from ma last relationship.
Am i wrong?
a cursed cycle
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
I cant remember this is da 3rd or 4th time like this. A mean cycle of losing phone as long as Don and I own da same model. Don told me she had da feeling of losing a phone in a cab 2 days ago. I checked every time as I alight from da cab fearin i might misplace it on da seat but not this time. Da phone was lost just like this, swift and smooth. It's easy to lost a phone isnt?
Lesson learnt. Not to buy a similar phone. If must, get a cheap one instead. Sigh...
I have been gambling ever since da eve of CNY till da wee hour. This is unhealthy. Causing ma throat to hurt badly, and ma bed has been calling out fer me frantically. Ma eyes need some rest. *frown badly*
pathetic cat
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Heck! While everyone's out there to do visiting and here i am werking everyday. I've done ma calculation and this year is da most pathetic red packet collection of ma life. Not only that, da greatest mistake is, I allow maself to indulge in da one-year-once gambling dens wherever I go. I heaved and sighed each time ma money rolls out ma hands and yet Im addicted to such pain.
eve of new year
Sunday, February 18, 2007
It's this time of every year. Every year we would spend in ma parents' hometown in Msia and this year is no exception. Reached father's side in da morning. Da air was especially cold, perhaps without da firecrackers to build da atmosphere of Chinese New Year and i wonder why. According to ma cousins, it's banned in Msia, no more big red firecrackers. I was a tad sad bcos that's one of excitement that i look forward to during da CNY. Had a reunion lunch spread and gathered fer da red packets, we headed to ma mothers' side. Everywhere is da same without crackers' sound. :( We played abit of mahjong and had our reunion dinner and soon left. Da aunties and uncles were commenting we come and we go as fast as da wind every year.
embrace da yellow
Friday, February 16, 2007
Gone with da red walls of CDs and holes in ma room, embrace da sunflowery colour to greet ma morning madness from now on. This time, no more procrastinating.
Woke up in early morning to get work done. Moving of furnitures, taping da corners , dumping bags and bags of old clothing. Yes, together with Don, we decided to give da old walls a fresh coat of colour that shouts out our personalities. Im pretty amazed with our work speed, getting all da furnitures moved and all da preparations. Unfortunately, I gotta get ma arse back to school and leave da rest to Don. With da help of babe, it was already 3/4 done as soon as i rushed home from school. i then changed ma gears and started painting.
Fresh walls, new starts.
Cry me a river
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Ma hands were shaky and legs were trembling. I did da car test horribly with much anticipation. With 2 immediate failures and hit da kerbs while doing da parking, I guess I earned maself a title 'da worst first timer' in ma own clique. Again, ma closest pals and Jx sent me warmest consolation and spurred me on for 2nd try. With that, im contented enough.
These days ma mood hasnt been da perkest. Common tiffs with D. Ruby(lecturer) asked me what has happened to me, wondering why I wasnt da old me. Mei Mei passed a remark saying im troubled, not being da sunflower anymore. This has then strucked me, I shouldnt be dwelling over things that are not meant to be. I should move on and look at da more important things in my life. Da rest can wait, ma assignments cant. At da end of da day, there would always be ma gurls whom i can count on, Don and Jo and babe. I can always fall back on ma family too.
pre-test jittery
Sunday, February 11, 2007
This month is full of minesweeps which i have placed months ago and i cleanly forgotten about it. Tomorrow would be my first attempt and i hope it's gonna be da last attempt of car test. I was neva daunted da words, "failed" and "immediate failure" until the last 2 practical lessons I've attended because everthing was so smooth and fine. Howeva, Heaven has decided to make a spot for me, to only make me realised nth is too easy if ya're being complacent in the first place. I cant seem to be as smooth and fine as before, hence im panicking now. So this morning, D brought me to this temple to pray fer my test tmr. Easy procedures, praying to da altar and to Heaven. Unfortunately, I prayed da wrong time of ma test, how can i be blessed for da test? I was disheartened for awhile. Is it be or heaven's will? With effort, i quickly chopped to one early slot of extra car practice. *cross me fingers* Let da silly one be blessed.
V day woes
Friday, February 09, 2007
Frankly speakin.. after squeezing ma memories dry.. I have neva had one memorable V day. It has come to me that i have neva really celebrated it. This is causing ma head to swell. D suggested home-cooked food, that's something new i thought. Cut all da novelty.. i cant even think properly now.
On da brighter note, I took off ma braces on Thursday Morning. Da long awaited retainers days would be da 2nd stage. Now, i can smile and eat without worrying things stucked in between.
good times come short
Friday, February 09, 2007
Thursday was my company's dinner. 3 boss turned up and da usuals with 2 new faces were being introduced. Darren was there too. All sorts of delicacies but i wasnt contented, simply because those werent ma cup of tea. Don left after da dinner for her beau and i felt da sense of emptiness bcos D wasnt talking to me. Reason being, we werent sure if we should reveal our relationship to our fellow collegues yet. Leaving with no prog and being da only female left, i followed da rest to a newly renovated nightclub. Da usual stern and serious bosses let themselves loose as soon as few glasses of liquor hit their stomach. I was chatting casually with them without holding back. Mummy and girls were being called in. We danced and sang. Vincent, one of da boss whom i have drawing ma pay from teased me all night. He had a very sweet tongue who attracts bees to his honey pot of words besides his usual scoldings. I was caught with amazement thou. The mummy there wanted ma number, and Vincent was very angry over her ulterior motive and scolded her. I was enveloped with protective bosses and supervisors. All came up to me and explained da situation, i felt safe and protected then. On da other hand, D wasnt there when i needed him da most. Da situation became very tensed and i felt da awkwardness. It was close to da closing time when da matter was resolved. I wanted to leave but D insisted on staying. Perhaps I had abit too much and I sat at da carpark. Bearing da hope of he coming out from that nightclub's door any second to save me but to no avail. It was until when one of ma collegues saw me and decided to call him out on m behalf. Enough said.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I have this crazy girlfriend who's obsessed with incest and she begs to differ. She even defended herself this is far more common and safer than gay sex and flings. She likes da idea of raping her mum or doping her and thinks it is hot. Sometimes, she would whine to me telling how her mum resisted her and makes her want more instead. Sometimes, she would ask me to suggest some ideas to make her mum relents to her request. She has tried cousins and sisters and mum would lastly serves as da best dish ever.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
MondayMy first time buying Bak Kwa for others on CNY. Darren took me and Don to Ling Zhi Yuan's queue and I was shocked out of my life. It is said, the household brand is very popular and its peak time is ard this festive season. Ya may queue up to 6 hours if ya're unlucky enuff. Without hesitation, I bought 500g fer Jo's family while I leave ma family's share to Darren. Lol. After school was a short dinner with Jo. Talked alot, been ages since we do this.
TuesdayAttended Thomas class in da morning and got screwed upside down. Ma bad in fact, for not following the rules of illustrating. Ruby's class wasnt fantastic either. Beats me... nothing turned out well.
WednesdayEarly car practice in the morning. After which a lunch date with Don to Sakae and next would be group meeting for Eugene's debate on thursday.
A different weekend
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Day 1:Kelvin and I were da spokesperson for Meduxa at a seminar on the weekend. We met up in the early morning of Sat and set our trip to Hyatt Regency, JB. With K, I expect cab-whoring, there he was taking his camera and phone snapping endlessly. Cam-whoring is contagious and therefore, i've been plague unfortunately. While da rest was busying waiting to be checked in, K and I went over to da poolside and began our shoots. Cherry joined us. After getting our rooms, we met at da lobby and getting ready for shopping. Sitting in david's car,Eileen, himself, K and I went to Holiday Plaza to buy Bak Kwa and did our nails together. After settling our dinner, we went back to da hotel and rushed to da ballroom fer a dry-run. Ended around 11, we were dead beat. Retired around 1 plus afta briefing from Eileen of tmr's event.
In david's car, to Hyatt

K and I

This is Cherry
There he is posing again
So my turn
So I been plagued
Day 2:
It was basically about a talk of confidence and promoting Meduxa. Showing how a norm person can turn out to be a model with confidence. Ma appearance for the major make over with da amount of make-up slapped on ma face. Oh.. bcos Meduxa gives make-up classes too. After which K and I had to parade on a small alley given with 2 outfits. After da seminar, K and I took pics like a real model everywhere. From da Telephone booth to da ladies' and da gents'. Some juicy bods are to be shown. Lol
Da make over

Kelvin with 1st outfit
Me with da 1st
Da first round of walk
Our 2nd outfit

Cam-whoring:
At da telephone booth






From da ladies'




To da gents'




rottencabbage.
The one your momma
always warns you about.