It is especially cold despite da gentle wind brushes against ya lightly when ya heart has withered with da flowers. Heart is especially fragile if ya had bared all the string of thoughts to da one whom ya once shared ya life with. It is the most heartwrenching to hear him cry through the phone and ya could neva replace the pain ya have incurred on him.

He is da one who has done for me the most yet I have showed the least appreciation. He is the one who had been through most of ma critical time yet i have given him none. He is the one I wanna hurt the least yet I have done it on him the most.

The things ya cant get is always a beauty. Therefore makes ya want it. As it turned to reality, ya realized it's beta to be a fantasy.

Nothing makes sense anymore fer i deserve to lose the things i had. I made it this way. The once spoilt and always demanding one has to see the changes and be otherwise. This time, im in state of blurness. One thing for sure, I have lost da only one i love. Allow let this be healed with time.