I reached school on time and saw a group of ma classmates as i stepped out of the lift. Most of them gasped at hair first and secondly ma length of hair. Haha... I suppose it was much of a drastic change uh.. so much so that caused a slight commotion among them. Overall, da feedback was pretty much good and Issac was telling me it's nice and ask me not to worry. Ha! So sweet of him.
Saturday was practically wasted, spending da whole day at a saloon somwhere at Siglap. Da whole thing goes like that, da agency has got this affliated saloon that is supposed to cut our hair without charging us. So the class im supposed to attend is replaced with da haircut session. Hence, i reached Siglap at 2 pm. Waiting anxiously for ma turn. Im being asked to be given a sweet image but it doesnt suit ma style so i retaliated. Da hairstylist later suggested to either snip ma hair short or gonna perm it and i went for the latter. Reason being, da decision was much supported ba Jo and Don. Haha... At 5, ma hair was cut like 'ah wang' in this HK serials and Jo was laughing at me after i sent a mms over.
Did some straightening for the front and colour. Been years since i have asian black hair and it feels weird. It was already 9 then. Don came over right after work and Darren too.
Met up with babe, Jo and Issac and Co at Ricciotti. It's an Italian restaurant at upper circular road. Jo was strongly recommending it since eons and we finally had a taste of da great deserts last night. I have no intention to end da night early but it seems like Don was having a thorn in her heart that needs some healing. We decided to leave in order not to ruin everyone's mood. Ma mood wasnt at da peak either, for i have been da middle man without realisation.
updates!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Life's been pretty much restless ever since school started. Rushing mad projects, consolidating of group members to work together closely once again. At least, we've got a head start of da direction we are steering to. Through the hectic time, we exchanged alot of ideas and that builds up the chemistry among us naturally. I have no qualms in working tightly with them so far!
Ordered a bottle of pineapple tarts from Jo. Her business is roaring good i heard, pretty successful. She's capable with everything be it in or out of da kitchen. An ideal wife to bring home to see ya mama. Plus point! She has those fleshy palms that somehow promised good fortune if ya marry her and 'huat' ya through ya life according to da olden belief. Anyhow, that would be soon to come, cause her love luck this year is believed to be helluva good. Hectic year for her i anticipated.
Don has rekindled her love with her beau. She's happy and I'm happy too.
As fer ma side, I have given ma words to one of ma gf to help her in her portfolio this early feb. She would be graduating from her make up class and this would be her final project. It's an exposure for me and im doing this out of own, thus would not be paid. Im supposed to be body painted like an art and some make up slapped on ma face. I cant explain da jittery in me bcos i have not experienced things like this. Wish ma diet plan good luck in order to look good with da help of da make up artist herself! Ha.. they say, ugly people need make up to beautify themselves so that's ma intention.
Review of Friday
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Kinki Amanda and I
Our babe,
and myself on a friday night
excruciating pain
Sunday, January 21, 2007
It is especially cold despite da gentle wind brushes against ya lightly when ya heart has withered with da flowers. Heart is especially fragile if ya had bared all the string of thoughts to da one whom ya once shared ya life with. It is the most heartwrenching to hear him cry through the phone and ya could neva replace the pain ya have incurred on him.
He is da one who has done for me the most yet I have showed the least appreciation. He is the one who had been through most of ma critical time yet i have given him none. He is the one I wanna hurt the least yet I have done it on him the most.
The things ya cant get is always a beauty. Therefore makes ya want it. As it turned to reality, ya realized it's beta to be a fantasy.
Nothing makes sense anymore fer i deserve to lose the things i had. I made it this way. The once spoilt and always demanding one has to see the changes and be otherwise. This time, im in state of blurness. One thing for sure, I have lost da only one i love. Allow let this be healed with time.
be a bitch
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Went to have high tea with Alvin at some weird hour and some weird signature sweddish meatball place. We ordered most of the thing except da signature dish. Weirdo isnt he?
Met up with Amanda and Don at PS. Don needs to extend her contract with Starhub supposedly and at last I was da one who extended da contract and got a new phone. Was shopping for Babe's present and i felt itch on ma soles. Unable to resist da temptation, I got a pair of hot red heels then Babe's Haiivanas. Jo and Kinky came to join us for dinner. Babe and Darren were there as well. Having 6 girls seating together over some drinks. Bitching is much anticipated wouldnt it? I left for home with aching jaw and stomach around 12.
Today's lesson was good. Dress code is smart casual and at least 3 inches of heels for da day. We were being taught to walk with heels. Lotsa demands, sashay like nobody's business and pose with attitude and such. I was being asked to either give some kickass poses and leave them with 'WOW' looks or some bitchy twisting butt actions. I have no qualms in doing these because da classmates were fun and funny to a point whereby da tension level was lowered a few notches down.Ma hips and waist were almost dislocated at the end but it's all good. Improvements made and fruitful results and most important of all, trainers were pleased with us. Im starting to grow attached to my classmates fer they are all loving people. No stealing of limelight, no jealousy yet. I hope this lasts thou.
dental woes
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Shimmy diamond and I: shot 1
Shimmy Diamond and I: shot 2
Donnie girl
Jo and Donnie gurl
Wee Seng aka babe
This comin Sat would our babe's bday celebration. Am fussin over the perfect gift fer his big day still.
Went for ma dental appointment this morning. To ma disappointment, da date to 'braces-free' would still be approx 2-3 months away. Today's follow up was a close shave thou. Da doc wasnt considering da pain in ma shoe and happily shoved da mental into ma gap in between ma teeth and then into ma gum. Ma lower lips was being sandwiched in the process few times. =(
check!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Everything is pretty much back in track now. Been going for ma car practical lessons and left with da final 2 more to ma test date.
Just ended ma 3rd class with da agency. Was being taught catwalking. Through the tough time, i managed to interact more with ma fellow classmates. Morale was being boosted and friendships were bonded at the same time. Im startin to like the class more and more.
With the generous help of Jo, i see drastic changes in ma blogskin. I really like it alot. Hence im gonna treat her to dinner on Friday. Now i've learnt from her, say 'okay, let's go' to ma invitation or ya shall neva see me again!
20th's preparations
Saturday, January 13, 2007
I have decided on a short stay at Aloha Changi chalet on the eve of Don's and ma bday till da day after ma big day. It's gonna be a 3 day 2 night thing and it has to be a big thing. Dress codes, finger licking food, great companies, good music and of course ma dearests would be there with me.
Time flies and im gonna be ma twenties soon. I thought im gonna celebrate ma nineteenth's birthday. It was only after I was knocked into sense with rude shock when Jo was talkin she would turn 21 this year. Gaahh... i guess i was pretty much in denial and being 19 has all da reasons to act young and be young.
Friday, January 12, 2007
I have been squeezing ma car practices and making puppy eyes to the instructors to complete ma stages before da due date. Da rain has made da trip to the centre like a hurdle everytime im out to hail a cab.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Was out with Shella to get her hair cut. Lunched with her before meeting up with Darren and his mum. Had da 2nd modelling class and i was taught doing an interview in front of a pinhole. It was tough! After which, met up with Jo and Don fer a short chill out session.
'Undemure Fre'-Jo
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Mainly because i was high on booze and i made use of da chance to do alot of nasty stuffs. *smirk*
Darren and I
He suffered alot when i was high
Ever so compromising JO and I
Family dinner on Sunday
Dinner at this Bottle Tree Park. Ma dad invited Gene(Don's man) along, and had da cheeks to ask mine along. I was thinkin, 'heck! when da hell i have one?'
E wanted to meet up for a short while after ma dinner. He promised he wont take long. We sat at used-to-be basketball court besides ma block fer a short talk. He told me da days i dint msg nor call him were unbearable. I further explained ma phone is faulty because ma phone drops more than a parachute and using da phone has become a chore. So he said he could do me a good deal ba exchanging his newly bought phone with ma faulty one. I was already raising ma brows to sucha good deal, furthermore, it was K800i. He said he doesnt like that phone but bought it bcos i said i like it. When we were about to do da exchange and he then revealed the truth. Da phone was meant for me and that worths it if msgin him is not a chore anymore. What is da world happening? "Why do guys always get things for ya?', ma mum asked me. Trust me, im baffled too.
shortest stay at Zouk
Sunday, January 07, 2007
I charged down to Mr Bean 3 times a week! Evil Evil Evil!
Last night was wild and easy without restrictions under da influencce of alchohol. Jo came to ma rescue tad late, in fact very late. We sat down at Mr Bean after getting ma butt out from The Crew Room opposite. She was still in her clubbing mood while im already half gone. So I relented and headed to Zouk fer half an hour.
too good to be true
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Skirt chasing, to me is like running on the track
Ya get ya stamina strained, and foot sprained
And enthusiasm fades, as quickly as it made
Is it worth it, or ya just wanna prove it?
Ya told me ya dun care about the result, fer da spirit is what spurs ya on during da pursuit. Ya explained further that it determines da courage and sincerity during da long run. Material recognition is not what what ya wished for but it serves as bonus and ya would gladly accept it when it comes.
Friday, January 05, 2007
I have been plagued ba procrastination badly this time. There's alot of urgent issues which i could have get it done months ago and i choose to take ma own pace.
Ma TP date is nearing and i have yet to complete the stages given. Gahhh
Okay, through Alloisious's recommendation, I got introduced to this modelling agency fer new faces. He said i could give it a shot and he is confident with his recommendation. I have neva thought of being a model because plainly i have no what it takes to be in this industry neither da flaire for this. I'm very skeptical regarding the whole concept but da company accepted me nevatheless. I was comtemplating, "heck! give it a shot! It's now or nothing at all and I have got nothing to lose!' They are providing courses and free portfolio. Ma head nods automatically to da rhythm of 'free-of charge' thing and I lata regret immediately after signing da conditions applied.
Anyhow, da first lesson would be starting tmr and im really afraid this might be a industry fraud to trick young gurls like me.
Anyone to knock some sense of urgency into me thick skull?
Thursday, January 04, 2007
First post fer da new year.
Eve of xmas was at Zouk. Made ma closests sighed and heaved great disappointment. Don shook me to realisation and situation got beta.
NYE was at Zouk too. With Jo, Dick and Don. While sis was busily busting da bubbles at Siloso beach and remained unreachable fer few good hours. That was also da night when I got into a relationship and out of it. I was already a sickly cat ba then. Butta they've made da night good.
New year itself was J's daughter, Jannon's full month. A small gathering was held at da East side.
Da start of da year is definately not good. These days, I guess I must have aggravated certain issues of misunderstanding and agitated a few people. I know what's going on.
I have not touched ma assignments since da break started. And i sense da heat and im startin to panic.
rottencabbage.
The one your momma
always warns you about.
L to R, Top to Bottom: Tommy, Kelvin, sijie, Joey, MingHui, Alina, William and I
Saturday was practically wasted, spending da whole day at a saloon somwhere at Siglap. Da whole thing goes like that, da agency has got this affliated saloon that is supposed to cut our hair without charging us. So the class im supposed to attend is replaced with da haircut session. Hence, i reached Siglap at 2 pm. Waiting anxiously for ma turn. Im being asked to be given a sweet image but it doesnt suit ma style so i retaliated. Da hairstylist later suggested to either snip ma hair short or gonna perm it and i went for the latter. Reason being, da decision was much supported ba Jo and Don. Haha... At 5, ma hair was cut like 'ah wang' in this HK serials and Jo was laughing at me after i sent a mms over.
Our babe,
and myself on a friday night
Shimmy Diamond and I: shot 2
Donnie girl
Jo and Donnie gurl
Wee Seng aka babe
E wanted to meet up for a short while after ma dinner. He promised he wont take long. We sat at used-to-be basketball court besides ma block fer a short talk. He told me da days i dint msg nor call him were unbearable. I further explained ma phone is faulty because ma phone drops more than a parachute and using da phone has become a chore. So he said he could do me a good deal ba exchanging his newly bought phone with ma faulty one. I was already raising ma brows to sucha good deal, furthermore, it was K800i. He said he doesnt like that phone but bought it bcos i said i like it. When we were about to do da exchange and he then revealed the truth. Da phone was meant for me and that worths it if msgin him is not a chore anymore. What is da world happening? "Why do guys always get things for ya?', ma mum asked me. Trust me, im baffled too.
