I thought the days of being young and wildful were long gone until Tue night. I turned ma negligence at work to be his fault. I lost ma cool and had a tiff with him leaving house puffing mad. Sky was dark and has been raining all day long. I could only feel the warmth from the two lines of tears on ma cheeks. To be with the people is what i wanted, to leave that place of familiarity. I took a bus to town to have a walk, i needa clear ma thoughts. Wind was already blowing strong, I teared and sneezed as if id been ditched. Weird stares and glares were at me but i couldnt care. Then retribution soon caught up with me. For being disrespectful to ma love one. I was strucked with severe headache after the rain and strong wind. Puked whole night and doped maself with pills that killed the pain. This teaches me for being so wildful.