Just when my worries are starting to subside, the others began to surface. This is getting too hard for me to comprehand. Lookin at him, i see no familiarity. An immense disappointment overwhelmed me. I was being thrown to the hard cold fact that he no longer believes in me and it hits me really hard. I blamed ma parents for not rebuking him hard and impactful enough when he was younger. This is not the first time he is doing this. I cant assure this would be the last time too. I blamed maself for not reaching out to him in time to stop his wrong doing. I teared. Each tear painfully reminded me how nasty i was when i was at his age. Could that be the reason why he's being led astray.I blamed him for making ma days ever so worrying bout him. His results. His peers. His actions. A cold war broke in and i wonder how long it's gonna last....