This break has been like a roller coaster ride. Needless to say, I'm enjoying every bits of it. No part time job that slaves my life out like before. More time for friends and family. More time for fun and cruel acts come natural too.
Especially when i exploit Friendster through a series of explict photographs of myself. Which in return, makes it easy to widen ma circle of friends and meet all sorts of people.
I gotta admit, through Friendster, alot of events happened in da span of 2 years. Wait, im neither saying i'm extremely gorgeous nor sexaye to get them hooked. Im far from it. I believe the ambiguous statements of mine usually suggests a deliberate intent to mislead by avoiding clarity which leave them enticed and asking for more. Not healthy but then again, it leaves plenty of room for imagination.
If anyone is gutsy enough to send a msg over to me, i would safely assumed they are all for it or still having the hots for me. I adore wits and intelligence.. good looks fade soon which is futile and yet serves as a bonus. To add on, men who are able to appreciate ma traits are in the game of fun. Other than that, i'll give it a pass. Naah.. im not far sighted person if ya've realised. I seek for short cheap thrills.. which assures no commitments nor responsibilities.
Many asked, why those provocative photographs of maself? What am i tryin to prove? What's the intentions behind? I can't root out a reason for that maself let alone explaining to others. I'm probably just another attention seeking whore constantly looking for easier way out to shine from the norm. However, everything is just virtual and temporarily stimulating.
Those who know me well enough, i may not be what the photographs depicted. Deep down within, i still have ma moral values brought down to me by ma traditional parents. Don't believe what anyone tells ya about me. Ya gotta find it out yaself.
In reality, there are things beyond ma control. Beyond ma means. There are frustrations, stress and pressures. While Friendster or in the virtual world, i could have the full control and manipulate. So it naturally comes in as a bookmark for me when im tired and break free from the reality. So what is Friendster to ya?
