People who are mired in self-delusion are the ones who have flaws. They wallow in self-delusion so that they won't have to face up to their flaws. Do ya think like wise?

He told me he wasnt feeling as sad as he thought he would be like da first time how i hurt him. He even went out with friends to have jolly time after. I still appeared aloof. So he tried to confess sayin, wadeva things frm da start he did fer me are all lies, like how much he likes me yadda yadda. To da extend of askin me to twist every of his words to get da truth of it. He bloody screwing up da image of him by freakin ending it with da last sentence, 'im much more complicated than ya think'. Ma toes were laffing hysterically with me. Is he tryin to hard to make me look like a fool? Does he even knows that i was da one lying to me all these while when i said im a lesbian? (im sorry to weave up sucha pathetic lie) Well, in order to polish his image fer him, i did not rebuke and revealed nothing of my lies to him. He looks really pathetic to me now plainly bcos he's using means to impress. perhaps he thinks i might cry him a river? I rather order a mudpie and call for celebration with one or two party poppers. This is da mean side of me. So dun try too hard to impress and ya look desperate, or ya gotta etched a deep unforgiving impression in me dat takes eons years to erase, ya hear?

Unfortunately, he looks like a tragic soul to me now. He hasnt own da ability to make me feel a tad bit of sadness upon this issue but laffing at his own folly and stupidity. Yesterday night, Don and Jo managed to convince me that the way i treated him was very harsh. I feel weeny bit of remorseful fer a moment. If only, he did not say or this... if only. Ohhh.. dun tell me he's pagued ba da in-denial syndrome within ma clique yst night?

Forgive me, im neva this mean.. butta i really hate this man's guts. Fer trying to shatter ma heart.