*clutch, acceleration and shift to gear 1* or is it, *acceleration, cluth and shift to gear 1*? Dumbnut brain I have! Congratulation to me, tmr would be ma FTT and im still so lost. I bet im gonna lose da chance this time. Ma cock sureness tells me so. Da procrastination mode has slowly creeped into ma flowerpot brain and i hate it.

Sakae with Don and Chris before I had ma hair soft straightened. Mins b4 i stepped into da saloon, i was really sure dat i just wanna get it dyed ova and done with. Yes yes.. im easily led. So, ma ultimate idea has been brought over.

I longed fer him. We meet after fer so long. He still in his usuals, nothing has changed but i sense there is lacking of something nevatheless. We lost it. Da connection no longer lingers in da air. He was sweet enuff to deliver da med fer me, i still see his concern. I could only etched ma brows and purse ma lips. Like him, maybe i havent get used to da new status that we have fer da time being.