Fer the two weeks of inhumane sleep deprivation, and no matter how many times i tried to hit da sack before one, i neva could. So, ma body is screaming for helpin and defying da master's call relentlessly. From the ma constant dizzy spells to da shoulders ache and to da extend of almost pukin after finishin a meal. I know i haf done great injustice to ma body and soul. Each and every day seems to be on battle field dat i fight and struggle fer nothing. Nothing.
A classmate failed me, it was a disastrous scenario which i dun wish to talk about nor bother. Thou it wasnt ma fault entirely, I said sorry to her nevatheless. I wanna make peace and love or sex ya call it, i dun wanna get stirred into this kind of complication. It is gonna be very ugly.
I gotta unwind alil.. Jo was suggesting a dinner date with herself, Alvin, Don and I. I appreciate it bcos dat is really wad i need. Fer da trauma i got da classmates, wad i need most would be a couple of besties to cheer me up. I can always trust them on that. *awwwwhhh*
Clubbing was a very last min thing, Don was dragged to club forcefully ba a couple of HA mates. I contemplated fer few sec b4 i agreed cos i couldnt bear da thought of her cumin home late alone. Mich and Serene agreed promptly. Blasting hot and pumping music from everywhere was very welcoming. Our mood sets in immediately as we sashayed down da carpark lots confidently. We had helluva fun. Frm phuture to Mos. Five gurls in a grp is definately eye catchin if ya know wad i mean. *smirk* I still cant get ova da clubbin mood yet.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Handed up wad Thomas wanted to see fer this week. Da whole class got screwed cept' da 2 guys. Surprising, very. He is not only having a weak health of a body, and also suffering from a severe case of amnesia too. Wadeva ya call a person who cant recall da things after da split sec outta his mouth.
As if da day is not bad itself, da devil's call to make it the worst i can eva thing of. Blame it on ma stupidity. I forgot to bring ma I/C out fer da test dat was scheduled 3 weeks ago. Even with da constant reminder of Alvin. Over-confident is a major killer in ma life. So i chose to go back to class and proceed with ma sewin. It doesnt help either. Da entire lesson is all bout unpickin, if ya know wad i mean. I got home tired and washed out shown entirely on ma face. Reaching ma door step to only find ma keys werent with me. da sky was not showin mercy on me at all. Neva. Made numerous calls out to no avail fer help. It was then, ma dad showed up in an hr lata after SOS signal was sent out. If ya cant call this a bad day, wad would?
Monday, August 28, 2006
*clutch, acceleration and shift to gear 1* or is it, *acceleration, cluth and shift to gear 1*? Dumbnut brain I have! Congratulation to me, tmr would be ma FTT and im still so lost. I bet im gonna lose da chance this time. Ma cock sureness tells me so. Da procrastination mode has slowly creeped into ma flowerpot brain and i hate it.
Sakae with Don and Chris before I had ma hair soft straightened. Mins b4 i stepped into da saloon, i was really sure dat i just wanna get it dyed ova and done with. Yes yes.. im easily led. So, ma ultimate idea has been brought over.
I longed fer him. We meet after fer so long. He still in his usuals, nothing has changed but i sense there is lacking of something nevatheless. We lost it. Da connection no longer lingers in da air. He was sweet enuff to deliver da med fer me, i still see his concern. I could only etched ma brows and purse ma lips. Like him, maybe i havent get used to da new status that we have fer da time being.
Im still alive.. am i?
Sunday, August 27, 2006
I dicovered a pimple very next to ma nose. Must be da stress fetched frm da assignments. Da credit goes to my bitchiest lect, Missy Thomas Wee fer da constant threats dat neva exist! Ma sunday shoulnt be werkin da ass outta me!
Missy will be goin back early next month. How i wish time is on ma side. Im not done catching up with her yet. Now dat she will be gone, ma night life will be resumed. No more invitations to club. Not dat i clubbed to da max with her thou. Ah.. missy life without ya could means... im a healthy person am i? Ya will be missed!
Im supposed to finish up ma 50 designs and do 5 styling for da models tonight. I need the 25th hour! Harlow~ to da people above! Please attend to ma request!
Sick Saturday
Saturday, August 26, 2006

I really need a sign to tell me whr im heading this time.
Have you experienced..da endless frustration from the assignments. Da disappointment ya recieved from one's reaction. Da hopes burst without knowing it. Desperately need to sneak out frm da mundane routine to get a life. Getting a weekend wasted. Dance like there is no tomorrow.
On a sat night like this, i chose to be home and eat junks dat i call dinner. Im a sick chick tonight again.
Friday, August 25, 2006
Im so exhausted. Catching up with time is neva an easy task. A friday night that doesnt sound or even feel like it.
I wanna go fer a break. Classmates were suggesting to a Bali trip. I like da idea thou.
rottencabbage.
The one your momma
always warns you about.